REBLOGGED: I limited you…from the start

My dear friend, Jayne, just posted the following.  I am verklempt:

 

I wrote this from my own experience but

I dedicate this to you Hy, a fellow artist of the grandest colors.

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I painted him well

A Bruegel or a Van Eyk

Such a fine and clever forgery

to sandbag my love like a dike

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A barricade,  in essence

Such a lovely man as a front

How ideal my set up was

How beguiling was the hunt!

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You were limited from the start

Only now can I see the flaw

I lessened,  I padded, I believed

Your benefits were more than what you are

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This is NOT to downplay your worth

a goldmine I would never give back

It’s that now I can see clearer

The desires in which I lack

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I was so engrossed in the process

We travelled the realm of sublime

Your body and soul exquisitely matched

at a level intertwined with mine

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But, the facet of love within me

that matched you – as I still wanted more

has limits, as I, in succumbing

which tells me, I need to explore

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“Eyes Up!” for the prize of my heart

Who am I to settle for seconds?

The lesson: Pain is a call I must hear

” There IS a truer love that beckons”

 

~ by jayne ayres on July 11, 2012.

 

A 40-something single mother who writes honestly about sex, body image, D/s, relationships, her nervous tics, and how much she loves to fucking fuck. She also likes to show you her tits.

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5 thoughts on “REBLOGGED: I limited you…from the start
  1. I had to look up “verkempt”. I am very verkempt as well…and I wish I had written such a beautiful proof of the affection and friendship that I feel for you. I hope you are hanging on My Hy.

    Love,
    Dawn

  2. I say, Wow, how simply wonderful and truly thoughtful of your friend, Hy. I was worried when we (your readers) didn’t hear from you for a few days. Wishing you well :)

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