I flash my tits to the Internet.

I’m restless, gagged, sad, nervous, bored, filled with self-recrimination and -doubt.

Just a normal Friday afternoon alone with the cat.

I sip on chilled white wine, the pale gold liquid zips down my gullet; I drag long and slow on a hot cigarette; I pick at my salmon and beets lunch.

Mom calls and says Peyton misses me, so I will stop by there before I meet friends for more chilly white wine on a gravel-y patio beneath pregnant vines of honeysuckle.

It’s Friday, after all.

And then when the sun has set The Neighbor will come over for just a cuddle and I will fight to dig out my libido and open to him. Or perhaps exhaustion will take over and the only thing I’ll be opening is the door to my fantastical dreams about fat babies, irritable cats, winged faeries, my broken vibrator and the IRS.

Friday brims with possibilities.

And then Saturday I will work and try to rub the grit of a long and lonely, mostly boring, self-flagellating week off of my skin with another binge of Inspector Lewis; half cocked, half miserable, and half unable to do anything about it I’ll lay on my couch anxious to see The Neighbor again to help him pack.

Friday may be irrelevant by then.

Then maybe I’ll finish the post that’s been six months in the making.

Here’s to Friday.

And tits.

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15 thoughts on “I flash my tits to the Internet.

  1. Wow! That picture! Yummy, Hy!
    As for the text… I hope writing all of this down helped you release some of the negative energy and helped you face the next few hours, days, more easily.

    Big hugs
    OX

  2. Hy….here is to Friday’s. Tits open and waiting…and waiting…and waiting. Here is to letting your freak flag fly. Here is to white wine and a little bit of whine to go with it. Now….let’s think about Saturday…endless possibilities. Love ya girl! You so remind me of a younger me…restless, relentless, and so ready for different…… and can I have another glass of wine please?

    r

  3. Happy Friday to you too. We should all follow your example and show ourselves on Friday. It makes for a great start to the weekend.

  4. I’ll second your rhetoric Renee, I genuinely couldn’t have put it any better.
    There’s always a time where we’re due a whine with wine, so go for it girl. with our blessings & of course hugs & more wine pls? Looking gorgeous as always Hy 🙂

  5. As beautiful as your body (your breasts) are, your mind is amazing! You possess such an amazing passion and freedom to speak so eloquently about intimacy and sex! You are captivating to both the eye and, more importantly, the mind!

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