- His abandonment of me has really fucked me up.
- I know he’s a liar.
- His proximity by virtue of remaining in our complex causes me great anxiety.
- I don’t appreciate him openly viewing my AFF profile.
I kept it as short as possible – and narrowly focused – so that my message would be received. I wanted him to know that his choices hurt another human being, and hopefully not irrevocably. I wanted him to know that I was still in pain due to all of the aforementioned things and, most importantly, I wanted him to know that I was making a choice to no longer hide or hold onto them. I needed him to know.
I’ve set them down and I’ve backed away. What happens next is entirely up to the Universe.
Thank God I see my therapist later today.
Here’s to moving the fuck past all this shit.