A quickie to say that I’ve made plans with 3 lovers not The Neighbor next week in order to put some much needed distance between the two of us and guess what happens?
After fucking me utterly senseless last night he tells me he can’t have sex with someone unless he “really likes” them — or maybe he just said “likes,” but still, my point is: what the fuck??
I make a decision to move forward and the tractor beam of possible mutual emotional involvement sucks me back in. It’s like he knew I was going to move away.
Also, I’m obviously terrible at breaking up with people because I promised myself I was finished with Jason, but I couldn’t resist the urge of an easy fuck to wash away my feelings for TN.
Being a libertine is never dull, I’ll tell you that. Slightly complicated, but never dull.
Ok, back to your regularly scheduled day and I’m off to start mine in the pre-dawn light.