I sent the letter – a revision of the first – that neatly explained the things he knew nothing about.
- His abandonment of me has really fucked me up.
- I know he’s a liar.
- His proximity by virtue of remaining in our complex causes me great anxiety.
- I don’t appreciate him openly viewing my AFF profile.
I kept it as short as possible – and narrowly focused – so that my message would be received. I wanted him to know that his choices hurt another human being, and hopefully not irrevocably. I wanted him to know that I was still in pain due to all of the aforementioned things and, most importantly, I wanted him to know that I was making a choice to no longer hide or hold onto them. I needed him to know.
I’ve set them down and I’ve backed away. What happens next is entirely up to the Universe.
Thank God I see my therapist later today.
Here’s to moving the fuck past all this shit.
Good for you Hy.
Sending hugs and good vibes.
XO
To moving on!!!👍✌️💪
Good for you. xo
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One step at a time, Hy, just one at a time.
Nice work :).
FWIW, I felt a weight lift when I did similar (different content entirely, but the headspace it was taking up sounds much the same), As soon as I hit ‘send’, I felt lighter. It didn’t matter what or if anything came back from him. It was enough that I did something with it.
I hope it gives you some peace.
Ferns
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I really hope you find peace, dear Hy, and can move on. You’ve been hurt bad and you deserve to be able to move on, to put all the hurt behind you.
Rebel xox
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FORWARD!
Hear, hear. xx