I started this blog 7 months ago in an attempt to wrangle my life back into something resembling balance. I didn’t have an idea of what that looked like, I just knew that having sex with up to 4 different men in a single week wasn’t it. Would it look like having 3 steady mean […]
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I get help from my friends.
I’m going to go out by myself later and I asked for advice from one I trust implicitly. I have this feeling that 4 am girl is coming over tonight to stay with The Neighbor (he’s been over at her place four nights in a row; it makes sense she’d come tonight). And I want […]
I can’t figure shit out. And still I’m talking about it.
Thursday night The Neighbor and I fucked each other’s brains out. Friday night I went out with friends and stayed out all night. I came home at 10:30 am and TN’s car wasn’t in the parking lot. He’d stayed out all night, too. Saturday he came home around noon and his car was there when […]
I backslide.
He called me while I was with my softball team celebrating our last game of the season. When was I coming home? He wanted to know. Soon, is what I said. Home, a little drunk and a lot horny I knocked on his door. He’d be over in a minute. I showered, put on a […]
When everyone wants you, it’s like no one does.
I am an average looking woman. I am neither tall, nor short, fat, nor slim. I’m no genius, but I can read people; I have a sharp wit, but prefer to turn it on myself. I am generous, but discerning; loving, but terrified. I am broken and weird and over-sexed. I can’t figure out why […]
I can’t help but take pics of myself in the morning.
Good morning, Internet boyfriend. I hope this sext finds you well. I am very lonely and sad that I don’t have any real boyfriends with whom to share my pics. The Neighbor would generally have been the recipient of this shot. Speaking of whom, I watched a movie with him last night. He ordered us […]
Neither of us could resist.
I got wasted last night. So charming, I know. I texted The Neighbor and Downstairs Neighbor to come over. My typos are hilarious, my enthusiasm embarrassing. But, they both came over and TN stayed longer. I mouthed off some theories I had about him which he, of course, refuted. He said he simply didn’t have […]
I won’t be talking about it anymore.
It’s finally over. Thankfully. And I feel good about it. Strong. I’ve said my piece, he’s heard me, took it like a man. When I learned that he really is trying to date 4 am girl I told him I was out, that I wouldn’t fuck him if he was fucking her or anyone else, […]
I tremble and cum and walk the plank.
Sunday was a big day for me and my heart. I made love to the man I love for the first time ever. I said goodbye, I said hello, I turned myself over, and most importantly, I felt solid. The ship was no longer pitching; I’d found my sea legs. I worried about him all […]
I made love.
“I hope we didn’t just make a mistake,” he said as I laid in his embrace. “Shh,” I answered. “Don’t think about that right now. I’m trying to enjoy the afterglow.” I smiled into his chest and squeezed him. He chuckled, but then was serious. “But what if I just did something really shitty?” his voice […]